Today is Tuesday, Dec 2, 2025.
This is my reflective meditation on what is happening. It is Day 5 of missing a family member, and when my next door neighbor is taking advantage of the situation, to wreck disturbances, in their bid to mentally, emotionally and physiologically unravel me.
I went to bed at 11 pm. Neighbor next door woke me at 1 am, and then 3 am and 5 am. I know because I looked at my bedside clock.
The saving grace is that they allowed me to fall back asleep because I would be very upset if they blocked my sleep.
My neighbors at a stone’s throw away, are lending their courage. They can’t block the energy waves that are waking me up. They talked about how they had been at the receiving end of disturbances and fake dreams long ago. Their experiences spanned many years, ever since they moved in.
This is the third block of sleep disturbances to unsettle me. The first block was accompanied by dreams. The second block was without dreams because I sent back the fake dreams and the old woman was afraid her own family would be affected.
This morning I feel well. Thanks be to God.
As soon as we can finish breakfast and our morning rituals, we’ll head off for the herbalist, for a checkup and to replenish herbal supplies.