November 28 2025 – This is a record of the days of absence of one family member. Today is the first day. He returned to his hometown. There is no reunion date because that person has to stay away until their family issue is resolved.
What are my feelings on this separation for the upteenth time?
- When will he return?
- Is his family keeping him there for long?
Last night I went to bed at 11 pm. I awoke at 2:30 am because the neighbors did a voodoo kind of energy wave direction at me to wake up. They think that by disturbing my sleep every night, I would listen to their orders to attack another neighbor on the same street. No. The other neighbor would be counter-attacking me. I told myself to sleep again and did, until 4:20 am. I held my rosary and prayed until 6 am and decided it was bright enough to rise from bed. It was drizzling.
Absence makes the heart grow fonder. When the person is around, we complain about him. W’re unhappy with his behaviors. When he is away, we miss him.
November 29 2025 – Today is the second day that my family member left for his hometown to perform duties. Last night, the neighbors who were intervening in a dispute, had to take a rest from their vigil for me. They had been sleepless for the past 3 nights. The inevitable happened. The troublemakers resumed their nightly disturbance. They woke me up at 1 am, 2:30 am, 4:20 am. Each time, I returned to sleep by ignoring them. This type of disturbance has no noises to record and literally no evidence to present for making a report.
Today, another family member at home remarked that it was sad to see one chair empty at meal time. We also cook for one person less.
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